1·There came to her a chill self-reproach that she had not returned sooner, to help her mother in these domesticities, instead of indulging herself out-of-doors .
她因为自己在外面贪恋游玩，没能早点回来，帮助母亲料理家务，问心深深有愧，只觉意趣全消。
2·Besides the jar of contrast there came to her a chill self-reproach that she had not returned sooner, to help her mother in these domesticities, instead of indulging herself out-of-doors.
除了对比之下引起的不愉快而外，她在心里头还产生了一阵严厉的自我责备，怪自己没有早点回来帮助母亲做些家务事情，而一直在外面贪恋玩乐。